Monday, December 28, 2009

Guys are stupid. Yeah, I just said that and I mean it. I can never figure out if guys are cute are just dumb. They say things and then they do something totally different. They can be cruel too. They can say things that hurt and sometimes they don't say things, and that's what hurts. Even with all their problems, I find my self liking them and finding them cute or adorable. There are some that I can't stand and that I'll never be able to like, even if I wanted too, but there are others that are just classic. They are like from a dream, they seem so perfect. Of course I don't personally know any of the perfect kind that seem like they're from a dream( I can only dream of those kind.), but I do know many of the other kind. Some times though, I find that even the non perfect ones can surprise you at times and make you think that maybe, just for a moment, they might be just a little bit perfect. Something else that I realized the other day is that, no one is perfect, not even those guys in those books that I like to read or from some of my favorite books, or from my dumb dreams because no one is perfect.'s true. No one is perfect, not even me( even if I would like to think it at times.). I think that I need to become a little more forgiving to those that I may see as non perfect and maybe give them a little more of a chance. I may find something special in some of those people that I may not have seen before. Guys are dumb and they can be frustrating at times, but so can I. I can be one of the most annoying people in the world and if people can learn to live with me and forgive me for my mistakes then I should learn to do the same things. No ones perfect....

Saturday, December 26, 2009

So my brother is getting married tomorrow. Yeah, that's right, two days after Christmas. It's been a busy couple of weeks and an even more busy couple of days before the wedding. Today was a pretty interesting day. I'm one of the Bridesmaids which is interesting too. It's the first time I've ever been in a wedding, so that kind of makes me nervous. We had so much to do today before the wedding. Cleaning the house for relatives was probably one of the hardest things we've had to do. My home is kind of big, and having a big family makes it hard to keep the house clean( which can be very annoying at times.). We started cleaning the house a few days ago and finally, the day that people showed up, the house looked clean( of course, who knows how long that it will last.). The wedding is at 2:30 and my sister( who is also a bridesmaid) have to be ready and at the place by 1. The wedding is to take place in the front yard of the bride which is going to be pretty fun( the first time I've ever been to a wedding that was in someone's yard.). There's also more bridesmaids then there are grooms men, so my sister and I "get to" both walk with this guy back down the aisle. We don't ever know this guy, so I'm not so sure about it. Anyways, this whole thing( wedding) will hopefully be fun and I hope it's a wonderful day for my brother and his future wife. She really is a nice woman and I've known her for years, so I really hope that she is happy. I just hope that I'm able to walk down the aisle without falling( considering I'll be in heels and it's going to be in a yard with grass and all.). To look on the bright side, if I do fall, at least it will add some fun memories to the wedding.

Friday, December 25, 2009

Today was Christmas. What a wonderful day that is in my home. My little sisters woke my up at 6 in the morning and I went into out living room with them to see what was to be found beneath our tree. Christmas was even more interesting this year then it ever has been before. You see, one of my cousins moved into our house this past year and one of my brothers moved to Japan. I wasn't really sure how it was going to be with one of my closest brothers out of the country and a cousin that I didn't even know until this last year here. It turned out being possibly one of my favorite Christmases ever. You see, my brother came home yesterday for a surprise visit( even though it wasn't the biggest surprises ever. You see, my older sister and I kind of figured out that he was coming home a couple of weeks ago, but it was still a nice surprise.). I was in bed asleep and in my sleep I thought I heard someone running down our hall way, the next thing I heard was my bedroom door being opened and as I was preparing to yell at my younger sisters( cause I thought it was them.), I felt a huge wait on top of me. My brother had run down our hall way and jumped on top of my bed on me. That probably surprised me more then him coming home....hahaha, but anyways, I loved the fact that my family was able to spend at least one more Christmas together. The day is near it's end now and before it comes to a complete end, me, my dad and two of my sisters are going to finish one of the best movies ever. The Fellowship of the Ring. It's a Christmas movie, right?

Getting Started

Hahaha....I can't believe I'm actually blogging. I mean, what kind of person actually blogs? I guess the answer to that would be me. I know the title to this is a little stupid or dumb( or maybe even a little to happy sounding.), but the truth is, I'm just a girl and I have a dream. Now, I don't actually know what my dream is yet, but the beauty of having a dream and not quite knowing what the dream is or quite understanding what it is, is having the adventure of finding out the dream. I know I want more for my life and in my life than what I already have and I guess that in it's self is part of my dream. I'm the kind of person who when writes down their thoughts and feelings and ideas kind of helps understand them better so I'm also hoping that when writing down things here( or to be more specific, typing down words here.) it will help me better to get through my life and or at least help get me through a tough day.